ACTS 9:1-19a
GOD LOVES YOU ENOUGH TO
CONVERT YOU FROM SINNER TO SAINT.
In
the name + of Jesus.
The hymn, “Chief of sinners though I be” is tied to the words of the
Apostle Paul: “Christ Jesus came into
the world to save sinners, of whom I am the foremost.” (1 Timothy 1:15) Though we call him “saint,” Paul referred to
himself as the chief of sinners. Today’s
minor festival reminds us why. Mentioned
in Acts by his Jewish name, Saul, he was a persecutor of the Church and of
Jesus himself.
You cannot deny Paul’s zeal or his sincerity. Paul truly believed that Jesus and Christians
were an offense to the true God. So Paul
still breathing threats and murder against the disciples of the
Lord, went to the high priest and asked him for
letters to the synagogues at Damascus ,
so that if he found any belonging to the Way, men or
women, he might bring them bound to Jerusalem .
(Acts 9:1-2) Paul made it his mission to
defend God’s honor, believing that the Christian faith had to be stopped and
forever snuffed out. No doubt, Paul was
zealous and sincere, but he was also sincerely wrong.
He who was eager to be the most faithful servant of the chief priest,
however, was converted to be the chief of sinners. As Paul was making his way to Damascus to arrest,
imprison, and perhaps kill Christians, suddenly a light
from heaven shone around him. (Acts 9:3) Paul recognized that it was the Lord, and yet
the Lord was not commending him. He heard a voice saying to him, “Saul, Saul, why
are you persecuting me?” And he said, “Who
are you, Lord?” And he said, “I am Jesus, whom you are
persecuting.” (Acts 9:4-5) Imagine the surprise that Paul felt—not just
that the Lord would appear to him, but that the Lord was Jesus. Imagine the horror for Paul to learn that the
one he was so eager to defend is the one he was striving so hard to
destroy. When Paul called himself the
chief of sinners, this was no false humility.
He felt it. He knew it. And he never stopped thanking God for loving
him enough to convert him from sinner to saint.
You might have
expected God to regard Paul as a lost cause, marked for damnation because of
all his murderous threats and acts. I
think it is a safe bet that no one here would have the same list of sins to
confess as Paul did. Perhaps if we had
some Muslim converts from Nigeria
or Syria ,
someone could repeat Paul’s confession.
But do not think that Paul has a solitary hold on the title “Chief of
sinners.” The hymn you sang earlier was
not an ode to St. Paul ;
it is your confession, too.
The greatest
difference between Paul and you is that the sins of Paul were put into print
and can be read by anyone in the world.
Your sins? Well, they have been
kept a pretty good secret, right? And
you would prefer to keep it that way.
You don’t want anyone to know whom you have murdered in your heart. Nevertheless, you still sin against God by
despising those who cross you. You slander
and manipulate and scheme; for this is how you hope to build up your
honor. What’s more, you hate doing what
God says is good—forgiving those who sin against you, being patient, and
speaking kind words, especially to those and about those who attack you. Though Paul was acting as a murderous thug,
at least his goal was to defend God’s honor.
Your hatred for your neighbor stems from wanting defending your own
honor. Repent. Each of us must confess and insist, “I am the
chief of sinners. I deserve God’s wrath
and punishment.”
And yet, God
loves you enough to convert you from sinner to saint. Your conversion was not as spectacular as
that of Paul. Paul once commented that
he became an apostle as one abnormally born.
It is not normal for the risen and ascended Jesus to appear to people
and personally convert them.
Nevertheless, your conversion is no less miraculous.
Because God
loves you, he has converted you from sinner to saint. The miracle of your conversion is that the
Lord has you convinced that what he declares to be wicked is truly wicked and
destructive. You repent of your sins and
flee from them, even though others should sin against you. Likewise, you also are now convinced that
what God says is good is truly good and beneficial. Your neighbor is best served when you are
patient, kind, merciful, and forgiving.
Some will think you are a fool for believing what you do and living as
you do. Instead, you are evidence of
God’s mercy. You are evidence that God
loves sinners; for that God has converted you.
This truly honors God.
God loved Paul
enough to convert him from sinner to saint.
Jesus did not merely tell Paul that his rebellion and hatred were
suddenly erased. Jesus sent a pastor to
him. Ananias had likely been a man on
Paul’s hit list. Nevertheless, Jesus sent
him to Paul to put Paul’s sinful nature to death through Holy Baptism. In this way, Jesus completed Paul’s
conversion from sinner to saint. Through
baptism, Paul was cleansed of all his sin.
Through baptism, Paul finally received the righteousness he was trying
so hard to attain through his obedience to Jewish laws.
God loved Paul
enough to convert him from sinner to saint.
No longer would Paul strive to prove his zeal and devotion by putting Christians
in prison or the grave. God’s glory did
not need to be defended by threats and murder.
God’s glory is revealed by his love, mercy, and forgiveness upon
sinners—even the chief of sinners. Now,
even Paul’s zeal was converted so that he would preach the love and mercy of
Jesus to Jews and Gentiles, to scoundrels and sinners and seemingly decent
folk. No longer would Paul make those
who bear the name of Jesus suffer; now Paul would suffer for the name of Jesus. All this because Jesus loved Paul enough to
convert him from sinner to saint.
The same is true
for you. Your baptism has united you to
Jesus. Jesus has paid for all your
sins—whether they are on record for all to see or whether they are secret,
shameful things that you pray no one ever knows. Jesus has suffered and died for every sin. So, do not consider which of your sins are
really bad—they all are. But also, do
not wonder if Jesus really has paid for your sins. His blood has covered them all. And by your baptism, Jesus has covered you in
his blood so that God grants you the very righteousness you need. What’s more, God’s conversion of you from
sinner to saint is more than mere status.
God has truly worked in your heart and mind so that you love what is
good and hate what is evil. Your
behavior is not for show. You are not
trying to impress anyone. You love your
neighbor and serve him because he needs to be loved and served. You confess the truth because you love
it. You live a chaste and decent life in
words and actions because this is right and honors your Lord.
God loved Paul
enough to convert him from sinner to saint.
After this glorious conversion, Paul did not become a renegade Christian
who acted on his own and did what he pleased.
He was baptized by a pastor to belong to the church. He became a part of the body of Christ to
serve others in that body. And again, so
it is with you. You have been brought
into the body of Christ through a pastor who baptized you. You are not a renegade who goes solo to do
what you want. You belong to the body of
Christ, and you get to serve those who are among you here.
Now, God gets to
work through you and your personality to serve him and to serve your fellow
Christians and your fellow man. God has
loved you enough to convert you from sinner to saint, and he is pleased to
continue to work through the church to keep you in his kingdom. For God not only loves you enough, he loves
you perfectly and permanently.
In the name of the Father and of the Son +
and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.
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