LET ME HEAR JOY
AND GLADNESS.
In the name + of Jesus.
To appreciate the plea in this Psalm, it helps
to know what was going on. The heading
of the Psalm gives us the backstory. “A Psalm of David, when Nathan the prophet went to him, after he
had gone in to Bathsheba” (Psalm 51, heading). You know David’s story—the temptation from
gazing at a beautiful woman, the adulterous affair, the unwanted pregnancy, and
David’s plot to kill off Bathsheba’s husband, Uriah. It might have even seemed like David got away
with it. When he took Bathsheba into his
palace, people may have considered David such a benevolent king that he would
care for the widow of one of his highest officers. David could try to suppress the truth, but
David knew the truth, and it ate at him.
Perhaps you have known the anguish that comes
from hidden guilt. David described it as
his bones being crushed. You might know
it by sleepless nights, or by being unable to eat because your stomach is in knots. You can slap on a happy face and pretend that
everything is fine. But if you are
hounded and haunted by your sins, you are not going to find relief by
pretending everything is fine. Hiding
the truth never makes it untrue.
The Lord sent the prophet Nathan to
confront David and to expose his sin. I
suppose it was painful for David to have to hear those words. And if you have to be confronted about your sins,
I am sure that it hurts. But do you
think that God is not grieved when we sin against him? And do you think that God’s love is so
shallow that he would just cast you off when you sin against him? Friends might be petty; God is not. If God’s Law crushes your bones or turns your
stomach in knots, it is because God wants you to recognize the damage that your
sins are doing to you. God does not want
you to lose your salvation or to have your sins choke out your faith. God’s Law exposes our sins so that we will
stop pretending that everything is okay.
If God produces sorrow over sins, it is so that he can finally produce
the gladness and joy of salvation.
Psalm 51 was
written in response to Nathan’s preaching.
In it, David expresses his yearning for relief, for joy, and for
gladness. “Purge me with hyssop, and I shall be clean; wash me, and I shall
be whiter than snow. Let me hear
joy and gladness; let the bones that you have broken rejoice. Hide your face from my sins, and blot
out all my iniquities” (Psalm 51:7-9). David sought relief for his guilt. He no longer attempted to cover up his own
sin. There were no excuses to explain that
his wickedness was actually okay. “Purge me with hyssop, and I shall be clean; wash
me, and I shall be whiter than snow” (Psalm 51:7), David cried. He
threw himself at God’s mercy and begged God to save him.
Hyssop was used in ceremonial washing for
one who is unclean. The unclean person
would not have access to the Lord’s temple or the Lord’s people as long as he
was unclean. The hyssop was dipped in
water and flicked upon the person to splash him. After the washing, he would be clean. David longed for such cleansing so that the Lord’s
favor would be restored to him.
He also pleaded that the Lord would hide
his face from David’s sins and blot out his iniquities. We might get the idea that David was asking
the Lord to turn a blind eye to what he did.
But God cannot do that. That would
mean that God does not take his own word seriously. Could God really turn a blind eye to David’s
adultery? Could God really overlook
David’s orchestrated murder of Uriah?
Can God really command, “Thou shalt not…” and then later say, “It’s okay
if you do”?
You
might think it would be a sweet deal if the teachers or the police turned a
blind eye to you when you break the rules.
But what if someone were breaking into your car? Would you be okay with others turning a blind
eye to that? You would demand that
people uphold the law, because then you would recognize that the law is there
to protect you and to do you good. It is
all the more true with God’s Law. He gives
his Commandments for the good of all people.
When we break God’s Law, we do harm to our neighbor and we fail to honor
God. He does not turn a blind eye to that.
The
Lord knows our sins—from the words and deeds which are known by all to the thoughts
that we pray no one ever discovers. Like
David, we can offer no excuses. We have
no defense. We can only plead to God to
act, to have mercy, and to save. We cry
with David, “Let me hear joy and gladness.”
Jesus does not
waste time trying to pick through what sins are serious and what sins are minor. He pays for them all. Jesus bore all guilt and died for all
sins. The joy and gladness that you long
to hear come from Jesus. He cleanses you
of every spot and stain of sin. Listen
to what Jesus has done. “Christ loved the church and gave himself up for
her, that he might sanctify her, having cleansed her
by the washing of water with the word, so that he might present the church to
himself in splendor, without spot or wrinkle or any such thing, that she
might be holy and without blemish” (Ephesians 5:25-27). If you are
baptized into Christ, you are cleansed of all your sin. When you hear the invocation, “In the name of
the Father and of the Son + and of the Holy Spirit,” you should hear joy and
gladness. For, in this name your sins
are washed away.
David also prayed, “Hide your face from my sins, and blot out
all my iniquities” (Psalm 51:9). The
Lord does not turn a blind eye to your sins; he covers them. Listen to what the Lord does: “As many of you as were baptized into Christ have put on Christ” (Galatians 3:27). In
your baptism, you were covered with Jesus’ innocence. When God sees you, he sees the righteousness
of Jesus Christ. And God does not
condemn the innocent. He delights in you—no
matter what your past has been, no matter what secrets haunt you.
David wrote, “Let me hear joy and gladness” (Psalm 51:8). He did not write, “Let me feel joy and gladness.” Because of guilt and regret, our sins may always plague us. If you feel that way, you are not alone. Do you think David ever forgot what he did? Do you think Peter ever forgot his denial of Jesus? Do you think Paul ever forgot that he persecuted Christians? Do you think there was ever a day when any of them said, “You know, that just doesn’t bother me anymore”? That’s why David said, “Let me hear joy and gladness” (Psalm 51:8). God delivers joy and gladness through his word. God’s promises do not depend upon your feelings. God’s promises are confirmed by Jesus. His death is the payment for your sins. Your feelings don’t take away Jesus’ crucifixion. His resurrection confirms God’s favor upon you. Your feelings don’t nullify the resurrection. In your baptism, you were covered with Jesus’ innocence—whether you feel like it or not. Jesus saves you. God says so. That is your joy. That is the gladness of salvation.
In the name of the Father and of the Son + and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.
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